Magnolia

When I first noticed I couldn't breathe I was just a seed in a field I had never seen Like a plant blossoming for the first time To be instantly cut down And placed in a bouquet just to be thrown out From others fungus on my leaves Chorus: Well I have issues I could never talk about And words I can never hear myself say And the songs I can never let myself sing Trying to find out how to justify feeling this way I remember wishing I could talk like others did Watching the conversations be their way out or in To where they were going seemed so much better than Well I could always open my mouth; just not let the words come out I just held my breath Chorus It’s ripping me apart From the inside out, it’s so hard I can’t be awake without being scared whats sad is how It’s so easy It’s so easy Chorus