Why Would I Now?

Have I ever lost your way? Have I ever left you Elaine? Have I ever called and stayed? Why would I now? There were times I load your name There were times I laid on plain There were times I brought on shame Why would I now? But I will never be your familiar soul And I will never see your interior whole But have I ever stood back and watched you fall? Ditched your call? Cut you, bend around? Why would I now? Have I ever steered you wrong? Have I ever strung you along? Have I ever kept you long? Why would I now? There were times I go through the walls There were times I broke through it all There were times it felt so hard Why would I now? But I will never be your familiar soul And I will never see your interior whole But have I ever stood back and watched you fall? Ditched your call? Cut you, bend around? Why would I now? Lucky is the day I prayed you How it all really unmade you land down Why would now? Remember when it all went dark Remember when it first ran apart Remember how I held my marks So wouldn't I now? But I will never be your familiar soul And I will never see your interior whole But have I ever stood back and watched you fall? Ditched your call? Cut you, bend around? Why would I now?