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[Verse 1] I really don't know what I'm doing here I really think I should've gone to bed tonight But just one drink and there are some people to meet you I think that you'll like them, I have to say, we do tonight I promise in less than an hour, we will honestly go Now why don't I just get you another While you just say hello Yeah, just say hello, just say hello So I'm clutching it tight Another glass in my hand And my mouth and the smiles Moving up as I stand up Too close and too wide And the smiles are too bright And I breathe in too deep And my head's getting light But the air is getting heavier and it's closer I'm starting to sway And the hands all on my shoulders don't have names And won't go away [Chorus 1] So here I go Here I go again [Verse 2] Falling into strangers And it's only just eleven I'm staring like a child Until someone slips me Heaven Take it on my knees Just like a thousand times before I get transfixed That fixed And I'm just looking at the floor Just looking at the floor Yeah, I look at the floor I'm starting to laugh Like an animal in pain I've got blood on my hands I've got hands in my brain The first shot of retch Leaves me gasping for more I stagger over screaming On my way to the floor I'm back on my back With the lights and the lies in my eyes And the color and the music's too loud And my head's all the wrong size [Chorus 1] [Verse 3] Yeah, I laugh and I jump And I sing and I laugh And I dance and I laugh And I laugh and I laugh But I can't seem to think Where this is Who I am Why I'm keeping this going Keep pouring it out Keep pouring it down Keeping it going Keep pouring it down [Chorus 2] And the way the rain comes down hard That's the way I feel inside [Verse 4] I can't take it anymore This it I've become This is it like I get When my life's going numb I just keep moving my mouth I just keep moving my feet I say, "I'm loving you to death Like I'm losing my breath" And all the smiles that I wear And all the games that I play And all the drinks that I mix And I drink until I'm sick And all the faces I make And all the shapes that I throw And all the people I meet And all the words that I know Makes me sick to the heart, oh, I feel so tired [Chorus 2][x2]