Is Happiness A Mediocre Sin?

Am I defined by the hell you left me in Or the influence I make while living it? Sometimes you find yourself stuck in the middle of nowhere But the middle of nowhere is where we find ourselves And only time will tell how long we stay The hardest part about feeling Like life has fallen apart Is that feeling for some of us Hat it always will because it always does I see that things are getting bad again I'm not seeing you lately, you've been hiding Let's get lost together in a new direction We may not have it all together But together we can have it all But we're still here and only time Will tell how long we stay The hardest part about feeling Like life has fallen apart Is that feeling for some of us Hat it always will because it always does You call it a demon I call it self sabotage in hiding You call it a demon Or is happiness a mediocre sin?