Through My Prayers

[Verse 1] Hard to believe I won't see you again We were just fighting when winter began The coldness of our words Competing with the wind from the north [Bridge 1] Still they make me shiver But in a very different way The pages of the calendar kept turning away I have some better words now But it's too late to say them to you [Verse 2] My dream of all dreams And my hope of all hopes Is only to tell you and make sure you know How much I love you and how much I always did And yes, I know you loved me I could see it in your eyes And it was in your struggle and it was in your mind And it was in the smile you gave me when I was a kid [Chorus] Feels like no one understands And now my only chance to talk to you is Through my prayers I only wanted to tell you I cared [Bridge 2] Every night after and every day since I found myself crying when the memory hits Sometimes it knocks me down Sometimes I can just put it away Down in my mind where I don't care to go The pain of a lesson is letting me know If you have love in your heart Let it show while you can [Chorus] Yes now I understand But now my only chance to talk to you is Through my prayers I only wanted to tell you I cared