Sanity

[ VERSE 1: Tony Rome ] 16 days and I wake up and I'm outta here It's been hell since I got in here Now I'm back on the streets where the problems that I left still remain Nothing seemed to change So I'm right back where I started No j-o-b to make ends meet I'm gettin change on the streets But this ain't how I planned it, I'm trippin I can feel myself slippin From the beginnin I been tryin to get a grip, but I can't grab hold 24 years old and I'm out here on my own Yo, I'm slowly losin my mind Nobody knows the pain I been holdin up inside Buildin up insid is enough shit to hurt ya, it's torture When your mind tries to desert ya, no one to support ya For some of y'all life has been a fantasy And I been livin up in hell, nigga, lookin for my sanity [ Hook: D-Ruff ] All I want is my sanity Although it might seem I'm goin insane [ VERSE 2: Raydog ] I wake up every morning, nigga, get up But this time I grab my nine just in case I gotta tear up Hard times all around Still I'm surrounded by the stress but I don't never let it keep me down Make no mistake, I'll be a dog till I die I'm always livin on the edge and I wonder why See, motherfuckers wanna kill me, but that's aight Cause when I go in, niggas still screamin "RSO" Until that time I lived my life day for day Never knowin when another nigga gonna try to (kill Ray) So now I'm thinkin to myself is it really all worth it No, better yet, do I deserve this Way of life I been given, I been livin wrong All I wanna do is see my son grow strong So please God, watch over my family Cause when I die, I wannna die with my sanity [ Hook: D-Ruff ] All I want is my sanity Although it might seem I'm goin insane [ VERSE 3: E. Devious ] It's hard to maintain and keep a sane frame of mind When my life's like a battery low on alkaline I be feelin like I be in a room And all four walls be closin in for doom I try to escape the mental manslaughter I feel like that dude when Jaws was in a water I can't seem to redeem all my traction Too many trife niggas around me to be relaxin Gotta watch those who I'm 'posed to trust Don't want to but I'll haunt you if I have to bust To protect my welfare You clowns tryin to bring me down'll catch hell here I won't falter, you can't halt a Devilish mind when I climb behind the altar People, stay calm, I'll be real brief I puff weed from the Philly blunt leaf And if they torment the E any further Insanity'll be my plea bargain for murder Born in hell under a spell called calamity All I want is my sanity [ Hook: D-Ruff ] All I want is my sanity Although it might seem I'm goin insane My whole life's been filled with calamity So how can I ease the painLLL