Numb

I've been in a daze It seems like days that I've been waiting For this dream to pass It goes so fast It seems nothing lasts I think I've lost something Stuck here with these people Wide awake the crush of bodies in one space I feel your hot breath on my tongue I wonder where you've gone And the ever turning spinning wheel of people, places Lies I feel The restless beat of the sleepless night to come I just want to be numb I just want to be numb Hopeless these three years like smoke and gears I go from place to place Just endlessly and half asleep Like I've fallen alone in some endless breach I don't know where I am I don't know what I've done I just go over and over again and again and again I can't sleep at night I can't breathe But If I drink tonight I'll get you off my mind And the ever present pit I feel I'm drowning on some spinning wheel Of faces and the scenes I see And none of this seems real to me Just the bleary haze of the morning still to come I just want to be numb [x5]