Innocence

Well, I lost my innocence today I could feel her in my bones My bones, my bones, my bones My blood, my blood, my blood, my blood And I woke up tired, scared, and sad Soaked, drained, I felt so bad Today, today, today What you still, you still, you still, you still Won't you say, you say, you say, you say What you feel, you feel, you feel, you feel? Which is nothing but hollow feelings, yeah I can die, I just don't care And forget happiness, I'm fine I'll forget everything in time I swear I didn't know You know me, how I can't let go And we're not gods, we're just hacks All that life amongst the cracks The scars, the siege that breaks The ugliest scene, the worst mistakes And everywhere I see her face Such a beautiful child Such an awful waste And there's no innocence like hers Just emptiness and nerves And this light from the window of my car She'll never see it Oh my God I was so surprised It blew up in my face Lord, I lost my nerve Oh my God Oh my God Oh my... God And I tear, I tear So hard And I tear, I tear So hard And I'll beg and scream, "I was wrong!" It's over, she's gone