A Mother’s Love

Where no one can see, where no one can hear, my heart is beating So hard it hurts. No one saw me, no one has realized that I've escaped The coldness from the hard stonewalls doesn't bother me. The difficult Decision that lies before me weigh heavily upon my shoulders A possibility of a fate far worse? Darkness and anxiety increase And sharpen my senses. The evening dew makes the air do damp And cold, allowing my breath to create tiny, white veils that surround Me - or is it something else? Sense a presence that doesn't Scare. My heart's not pounding anymore, calmness rinses through My body and I clasp my hands, collecting myself in hopes for an answer I cry out to you, like I've done many times before I hope you listen to my prayer tonight I'm in desperate need of help. I can't decide all by myself The crossroad's here, which path shall I stride? I've been watching you since the day that I died Can you not feel my love just breeze by your side? But I can not help you to make that choice cause your destiny is sealed My heart, my son How can I go back? Meeting just pain and misery No one should live the life that I do But what will wait ahead? Maybe something even worse? God! Try to see it from my point of view I've been watching you since the day that I died Can you not feel my love just breeze by your side? But I can not help you to make that choice cause your destiny is sealed My heart, my son Life is not fair, I should have told you all along from the start You have to go back, he needs your help, he is your father There's no choice. He'd do it for me