Getting There

I been thinking that lately Man, fuck it I'm going crazy There's bottles that's all around me but searching them ain't the same See I been on the road to finding myself Reminding myself there's a better me inside of myself But when I think what I created out of sheer boredom I put some effort in my dreams and start to move toward them It's like a Clue to myself I was meant for this You ain't know that I was serious Well you just fooling yourself I'm cool for whatever if it ain't misery I'm shutting down my ex when she start to show that she missing me Forreal I don't know why I guess that's just the way I am And I ain't know how else to tell her so I hope she hear this jam But man Can't let it get me down Nothing stopping me from finding my sound I'm feeling better than before and maybe confident even Top of the evening with the fellas I could careless who could top what I'm doing Getting there man I'll make it Give me a second to see if I'll take the chance or I wreck it But really I'm feeling wreck less Don't know if that's a good thing but get it off my checklist Or my chest if I'm talking bout my confessions I'm guessing it's time to fess up Hoping that I don't mess up It's a blessing that I am breathing I shouldn't be Tried to take my own life Truthfully On a new wave, turning over a new leaf Making music for people that never knew me I hope don't believe everything that you do see And truthfully if you do I ain't blaming you Life just isn't training you right It's alright And if you wanna know what keeps me going It's knowing that no one can ever make feel like I ain't growing I'm glowing Cause I'm a star Or I'm getting there Told em imma make it Ain't no mistaken Ain't waiting Ain't faking There's nothing out there breaking me down I'll go another round They wanna clown, and imma show em up Out the water, blow em up Think I'm only playing Ain't saying shit to amuse you Must've got me confused who You think you listening to Someone envisioning you At the top of they pedestal I'm making a better school Getting there, I see it Make me believe in a reason that I'm breathing And conceiving Ideas unrelated to treason Know that this is my season Hope you getting the meaning Take it how you receive it, nigga Slow down, let the beat breathe These images of a future just always seem to tease me The outcome ain't always pleasing But I come out cheesing Look at what I'm achieving Don't know if anybody ever cared But I just keep it in my mind that I'm getting there Don't know if anybody cares But Imma keep it in my mind, I'm getting there