Fall Through

[Verse 1] Visualizing a difference in distance and all the shit that I'm missing Man I wish I would listen Take a sec, I'm realizing I got persistence in... The mission I wanna hold onto Don't wanna prolong doing Just keep it moving So through with all the confusion I'm losing my mind More each day In the pouring rain Checking puddles for reflections of my soul It look like gold There ain't no glitters there Wanna fucking disappear Just listen clear Falling on my face like a big disgrace Hope the days go at a pace Where I can still realize my place And I... Can't hide that I fucked up a couple times Slipping up a couple rhymes I left that back in Separate Lives Been growing better but don't feel it Man I just wanna kill it But others' been there done that I'm just tryna make a comeback Resurrect the game the best I can But I am just a single man When the night so cold and I wanna let go I really hope I ain't [Hook: Carmen Ornelas] I'm tripping, falling through Don't know where to go from here I see it from the bottom tryna make it to the top I'm waiting to make a move Visions blurred, gotta make it clear Guarantee, I'll fight, sometimes you gotta fall through [Bridge: Terrell] Fall through, fall through, fall through Thinking to myself I know I'm [Verse 2] Realizing when I analyze how I feel sometimes When I'm in my mind or I'm in my feels How sometimes I just cannot deal How I wanna just drop to the bottom line They don't pay me no never mind I walk past putting my head down Not caring where I head now So on this lonely road I go So cold, God damn I hate the snow They know that I got loads of flows But they refuse to watch me grow Though I ain't grass These blades of rhymes will slash the air without a care And break the glass And make it crash, reflections start to reappear But this time they're so shattered as if they just never mattered What if all the thoughts I've gathered just scattered I mean I'd rather Pick up my pen, start to vent again I'm on my Marshall Mathers But if you want Terrell then I guess you should pick the latter [Hook] I'm tripping, falling through Don't know where to go from here I see it from the bottom tryna make it to the top I'm waiting to make a move Visions blurred, gotta make it clear Guarantee, I'll fight, sometimes you gotta fall through [Verse 3] Fall through until I reach a better place I've earned a spot in hell, oh well, I only need a taste Been hot to the core Gotta move forward Hear so much that I'm talented, that shit can't go to waste In a worst case scenario Yeah I'm in your stereo But only after I've passed, it's scary though You hear me though I'm breaking through Every fucking boundary that they placed me in Thinking out the box, my tops misshapen I'm an alien But fuck that shit I'm focusing on tryna live my dreams So far it seems That I just bleed my art onto a blank canvas I'm thinking man I can't stand this I didn't mean to plan this Deep depressing bullshit that they never wanna hear Maybe they fear the Holy Ghost or they just wanna disappear I mean, I'm near to my hearing Will they give me life or death Am I cursed or am I blessed The truth is I'm just obsessed With myself and no one else can understand this type of mess [Outro] I'm tripping, falling through Don't know where to go from here I see it from the bottom tryna make it to the top I'm waiting to make a move Visions blurred, gotta make it clear Guarantee, I'll fight, sometimes you gotta fall through