A Long Time Gone

I'm sorry for all the things I said The stupid notions in my head I'm sorry for all the things I've done I'm sorry for all the pain and grief I'm sorry for wasting all your time I'm sorry for taking (what) wasn't mine I'm sorry you ever saw my face And now I'm standing in disgrace I'm sorry I tried to steal your pride I'm sorry for all the endless lies And I haven't got nine lives So I think I've had my time I'm gonna be a long time gone Maybe you might miss me I'm gonna be a long time gone And I don't know what I'll leave behind I'm sorry for screwing up your head Sleeping in someone else's bed I'm sorry for being so f**king weak Ashamed that you could be so strong But I can't promise I will change Cause I don't know if I can change And I'm still scared of f**king up Maybe I've had my share of luck I'm sorry for all the shits I've done But I haven't got a gun And I haven't got nine lives So I think I've had my time And I'm gonna be a long time gone Baby you might miss me I'm gonna be a long time gone And I don't know what I'm leaving behind You always hurt the ones you leave behind I'm gonna be a long time gone