The Difference

(VERSE 1) Girl you should know I never wanted to let you go But the stress you put on me is overload I've been trying to tell you things you don't understand but you would if you were sober though I have bestowed so much love to you but you didn't show me it back so you froze my heart and now I'm livin my horoscope You're too drunk to think about the times I devoted to a girl that gave me cold shoulder blows... Was it the lies that I fell in love with must be cause everything you told me's so remote Our future was nothing to you but a hokes Now I'm at your throat because you gotta go Because you crushed my heart when you revoked Me in front of the man that you used for dough And now you're ugly when you used to be so god damn beautiful It was all a joke it's nice to know That everything you told me was all for show In my life you've been nothing but an obstacle I won't waste any more time on miss impossible But I'mma tell you one thing that you got to know I gave you everything I thought you ought to know (VERSE 2) You promised me, you'd honestly Work on the things you do that bother me You consciously, act irresponsibly And when I call you out on it you somber me You promised me so many things but I'm tired of hypocrisy Said you'd sponsor me But that was just you tryna harbor me Used to be soft but you've become so hard to me So pardon me, if I'm hardening From the scar tissue left when you took parts from me I got a big heart but not for jostling Only concern you've got is profiting I'm tired of your relentless squabbling All your empty promising is toppling Got a few words for you but not prop-osing Wish you got a ring but I'm not harnessing Your evil double edged sword of darkening You're a flower that died never blossoming I gotta stop myself from vomiting Because you've made me sick with your disheartening Bartering with a man that you use for all the things He brings you and for them you'd slaughter me A succubus girl you have got to be Sucked my soul through my dick and all my dreams