Bittersweet

(VERSE 1) I can't stand this force You expect me to feel bad I can't feel remorse Cause you sparked my lighter and it lit like a torch You're as rude as a horse and your attitude's quirk How could we work when you treat me like dirt How can I not burst at you when I hurt Why can't I let you go My brain says yes my heart says no But I suppose time will let me know You broke my heart Kay there's no way to sugarcoat That fact and I can't relax thinkin' you're with another man and satisfact with that What we had was artifact what we had was like a pact But you violated that so how can I respect you If you just told the truth I would protect you And let you do anything that you want I selected you (VERSE 2) I selected you to be my best choice But the decisions you've made have cloud my brain with noise And who knows what you said about me to your little boys Do you even feel the emotion from your speakers I thought you were a keeper but you've only made me weaker I seek for a girl to treat me like a king first I'm pouring out my soul for you and you want material things hurt Is all you've given me So that makes you my enemy You're fucking with me mentally (VERSE 3) It's like you're a judge and tryna sentence me To a life of chaos just lay off on the lies because one day your crock pot of shit will play off to the world You had the title of my girl But you took that for granted I can't stand it every cell in my body went in panic mode and my emotions exploded You've corroded my heart with your love that's just supposed You claim you're a free mason well if that's true you'd know what a code is But all you really know is taking shots at my heart and reloadin' Potent feelings of corrosion decaying my heart away worse than cardiovascular erosion Never ever let her get your heart cause she'll put pressure on it til it withers She'll tell you it's to make you better But she's the only one who needs to know better But she doesn't because these hoes are so bitter It's better to be a quitter than deal with this shit honestly mister And if she has a sister you should get with her to piss her off and make her ass blister You should get everything you can out of her and leave because you will never fix her