A lot on my mind

Alright where should I start, I've been arrested on 4 felonies that I didn't commit and am pending court, the woman I'm in love with said she would help me with a great deal of things that she hasn't, and that same woman's fiance is trying to have me killed... I'm caught in the middle of all this and I'm only 18 so naturally... (VERSE 1) How am I supposed to cope That a woman gave me hope And when the time came around she took it back like a rope And she would make empty promises every time we spoke And she groped on my dick like it was the remote To my soul and took advantage of me in my trance It's amazing what a girl will say for the thing in your pants She promised me a future and then told me she can't Because she's got way too much time invested in another man Damn How could I have been such a fool I should've read the signs that she treat me like a tool And she pooled my emotions around her and treat me cold Never in my life have I met a girl as bold As you Girl what is it you're trying to do Because the blood from my heart that you took has start to spew But I'm starting to realize I'm just another guy in your queue Barely a fraction of the money you promised me I've accrued (VERSE 2) You say you don't trust me well why should I trust you It doesn't matter who is wronged in your life it's just you That you're concerned with How fast you've turned bitch Amazes me because in the bed you were just kisses And wishes, of you being my missus It seemed reality but no backstabber is my mistress Sickness is all I've gotten from you and maybe hitlists Who knew someone so beautiful was so vicious Witness malicious acts of relentless Mischief my dick was just part of your equation You're a chemist I'm nothing to you but some digits Miss it Our relationship or do you miss dick Tell me Because I really want to know Were we really in love or were you in love with my pro Fessional sexual treatment that's perpetual Conflictual continual tired of your habitual bullshit rituals