Maybe I Deserve

(Intro) Do you mind if I tell the truth for a second? (Verse one) Maybe I deserve.. To wonder whose calling so damn late For you to say I'm tripping, just a homie from upstate (said its just a homie) Don't he know its one o' clock in the morning You say baby its cool (maybe its cool) Maybe I deserve.. For you to say he's coming into town (later on this evening) You was just wondering if you and him can hang out I don't like it, but I know I gotta trust you It ain't cool cause I know its true (hook) Maybe I deserve.. For you to go out and find some other guy Maybe I deserve.. For you to stay out with his all night Maybe I deserve.. For you to do all the things I did to you Maybe I deserve.. (verse two) Maybe I deserve.. For you to put on a sexy dress For me to ask you "who the hell you tryna impress?" For you to laugh it off like it ain't nothing I know its something (maybe, just maybe) Maybe I deserve.. To sit at home and wonder where you are Is he kissing you, touching you, holding you, what? To take a drink to help ease my mind I wanna be mad After all this time (hook) (verse three) Maybe I deserve.. For me to ask you "where the hell you've been?" For you to say "you better stop tripping" To grab your neck until you let me know For you to run crying, crying out the door Maybe I deserve.. To grab my coat, and chase you down the street To say its not you, its my own insecurities Maybe I deserve.. For you to say "yes I cheated on you" And I won't care cause after all I put you through Baby I deserve to be mistreated sometimes, to even be.. Lied to sometimes.. Maybe, maybe you should and cheat on me too..