Marshmellowed

(Verse) The adulation I had for you has slowly fallen You left me cause I'm ballin I was pursuing my callin It's funny we go from love you To fuck you I'll cut you Why I did trust you Look in the mirror and realize it's just you You're sitting, ironically you wondering where we stand At least I got to say I did the best I can Could Would Should Dont get me started In the words of Confucius One mans trash is another mans.... Garbage Mom on the phone I'm saying it's gonna be fine Her pills ain't never working, and I'm hardly on the line I've been working on these hits, and now I'm hurt Investigating my past I'm tryna make it work It used to be a funny thing to do I had funny things to say Till the sadness got me, started saying shit from all my days A hobby that I did Now I wanna be a star I bottle all my emotions and then put em in my bars On GOD, I told you how it was my girl or the game But ever since, shit has never been the same Not only can I not take the girl or the game The girl belongs to someone else The game is due again They ask me why my verses are so caught up in my life Like do we need to know about your constant suicidal thoughts Think about it like this If today's my last day, did I really live? My secrets will die with me My passion will die with me So I put my soul on tracks So if you need me, here I am Do not be surprised if I'm not here three years from now Living long isnt my goal I'm living until allowed The city that I live in is full of guys that'll cut you Just to get a slice of the pie The same knife they coulda used to get a try Every object in my life will become a part of a song If you treat me wrong A bar is probably where you will belong You alcoholic Shots I call em I'm not a schollar Take my niggas out of trouble like Atticus Finch Harry potter my whole life, I been chasing a snitch Too fly I'm too high Good guy With good eyes Your girls a poor Rachet(Rashid) Don't like her, please dude bye (Dubai) It's all over your head Where your girls thighs should be Could be Would be Instead she's on me I'm the women penetrator Beat denator Got ejaculators That'll suck me like a pack of Now and Laters My motto ain't now or later Is now or never Vow to the clever nigga The leader of all I call the calls And I draw the draws And I'll never fall Less I choose to fall So don't expect me to lose at all