Adulation Pt. 2

(Pre-Verse) But why the fuck you that time from me Why the fuck you take that time from me Why the fuck you take that from me Is it sad to say I knew it was coming I thought that you loved me I thought that you loved me But then you left me Look at where you left me (Transition) Oh I thought you loved me. Man I thought we were perfect Man I thought you were worth it But I guess I was worthless Like i don't deserve shit You know whats the worse shit? Three days before you told me that I'm the one for you You'd never leave me Even if your parents said to do it Then your parents said you had to do it So of course you do it Then not even a week past And you're talking to a nigga that Supposedly was just a friend Was i gonna smile then? That you lied to me again Now you're on the internet Telling people that those nine months was the worst you had Like you glad that your dad Said I'm bad And got mad At the fact That i wanted you over on my 18th birthday But two weeks pass You call me and say that Your parents are assholes And won't let you be happy Look at you, running to the person they said couldn't make you happy So I told you that you're not gonna use me So I hung up And you choked up Cause you thought I was gonna stay on the phone? (Oh I thought you(3x)) And then you said I was heartless How could you do this How could I do this? Man how could you do what you did? What happened to the promises mothafucka? Said you were gonna marry me mothafucka? I was supposed to take you to Europe Get a house, two kids, and just settle down with you mothafucka How the fuck could you say I was bad lover? When the day that your mom told you to shut up About some pets that died And you cried And you were by my side And I told I will be there for you no matter what And I kissed your scars that you caused And I made a song that you love Remember Stay? Now you didn't stay You just ran away Now the song has no meaning at all But fuck it I'm happy without you I replaced you with cigarettes Now the kid that you knew is no longer here I'm just a silhouette You made me me Can't you see This is me now I don't wanna settle for no female Oh man its so many details To this shit But I don't give a shit Because you know what I still love you I still care And I swear to god I will be there When you're scared Or you're new boy won't help you out I don't give a fuck You were my first love You were my first one You were my first kiss You were my first trust You were my first fuck You were my first one Said it again cause its the truth And now its 1:30 I'm looking at the heart that I drew you And smoking on a cig Look at the stars and wonder when I'll make it big Looking at my wrist like when I'm gonna slit? You were the missing puzzle You were the only reason to live We went from baby I can't live without you To I hope that you die a slow death Thats the process ain't it Of this generation Love don't exist in here I cry one tear for these bitches Pop one for all of these niggas Pop one for all of these niggas Man I hate expressing myself Can't even look at myself Can't even live with myself I wonder if these pills help Well I hope you're happy I really hope youre fucking happy Don't worry about me I'm not fucking happy But I distract myself From killing myself But one day I know I can't All I ever wanted was to be great All I ever wanted was you with me But now this is my last song My last album When I die Go to my dead body sitting on the throne And feed it grapes Go to my dead body and feed it grapes I said Go to my dead body and feed it grapes All I ever wanted was to be great All I ever wanted was you with me Go to my dead body sitting on the throne Feed It Grapes