I Wont Let You Win & Dark Place

I Won't Let You Win[Verse 1: Tabanacle] I be chasing dreams my only wish to live them up My friends told I should walk away and give them up But where was they when I was down and on my own When they supposed to be around just to help me out and pick me up Them nights I couldn't sleep I never had a home to go Feeling like couldn't breathe the tears used to overflow This pain I felt inside hurts in ways that no one knows Clutchin' to the painkillers thinking I should overdose 'Coz no one help me close and show me how is love So I tried to find happiness in drugs man I saw real And tough times had me feelin' its enough From the bottom man the only way is up, right I just wanna love time I remember days in that lunch line Thinking I just wanna get away from this dumb life I used to cry because no one understood Had me feelin' like no one ever could So I sat there with my books And every night I felt my anger rising up Nothing gonna stop me now, I feel I'm growing wise enough Cause I can handle all the pressure that this life becomes Use it as a weapon every time I feel to ride what's up [Hook: Rosie] Fake friends and bitch ass calls Deep pain that no one knows Everything I did, I did for my own Red wine and an overdose Lord knows I came so close But I won't let you win I won't let you win [Verse 2: Don Jaga] Everything that I did man I did for us We were a team chasing dreams but some didn't trust The vision, the mission our families were one with us Addictions transitions mislead us till we self destruct I saw my brother from another lose his mind to drugs Got deported locked up feeling mad as fuck Even though he got the love and support acted like he didn't have a lot breaking every law what for? Nobody really knows what you go through?! No! Some people ain't loyal or grateful, Love being hateful or spoilt Its disgraceful, No excuses though, Nobody's perfect He without sin let him cast the first stone so what I'm really saying's leave the bullshit alone Dun know I'm a keep it real with you even if you don't with me I'm a do this on my own for family you see [Hook] Fake friends and bitch ass calls Deep pain that no one knows Everything I did, I did for my own Red wine and an overdose Lord knows I came so close But I won't let you win I won't let you win Dark Place[Interlude: Rosie] I've been driving I've been taunting while writing Drowning in the sirens, sometimes we let them take over I've been drinking I suffocate in overthinking Now I'm surrounded by these demons And, I let them take over my head my head [Hook] It's a dark place for the weak minded Tryin' stay grounded in the city of silence Tryn' find a peace when the war is inside me Tryn' find a peace when the war is inside me [Tabanacle] We watch the son rise We watch the son fall But I just wanna live to see the day that my son calls Coz I ain't never had a father or an uncle To guide me on my path, on the way through this jungle Coz I've been cast up in the shadows of my own Nothing left for writing verses in this battle for my soul Taking pills and drinking vodka had me battlin' control Smoking weed had me feelin' like an addict on my own So I been die to press the feeling like there's no where else to go No where else to turn to, now it's me I'm on my own And I'll probably die alone, saw I struggle man I see it through But it hurts when you put work in and they ain't seein' you But being true don't really guarantee its spot Coz death's the only real true guarantee we got Feeling' lost without my way but man that's something I don't want So I've been crouching on my knees, I been praying out for god [Interlude: Rosie] I've been driving I've been taunting while writing Drowning in the sirens, sometimes we let them take over I've been drinking I suffocate in overthinking Now I'm surrounded by these demons And, I let them take over my head my head [Hook] It's a dark place for the weak minded Tryin' stay grounded in the city of silence Tryn' find a peace when the war is inside me Tryn' find a peace when the war is inside me