Really Wanna Know

[Verse 1] Every night I wake up, three in the mornin' Insomnia keeps a little nigga zonin' Thanks to you B, I can finally see the light Cause I don't think they wanna know What's on the other side Darkness, but this ain't as dark as it gets Laugh at them when they thought a nigga lost his wit It's ok now cause it all seems legit But it's awfully not And your probably full of shit Thank you for the light Now I'm draped in all black With an empty Jack bottle and with a logo on my hat Always and forever, just know I got your back I will die for you homie just to put it like that Nothing here is fake so deep down you know There's no limit I won't go If I have to let it show Words can't express how I feel Pain will linger, some wounds never heal [Hook] Because I'm living in a world where the sun don't shine And the sound of a shot might blow a nigga's mind If you really wanna know (If you really wanna know) If you really wanna know (I don't think you wanna know) Because I'm living in a world where the sun don't shine And the sound of a shot might blow a nigga's mind If you really wanna know (If you really wanna know) If you really wanna know (I don't think you wanna know) [Verse 2] See I remember when we first met Middle school thumpin' Biggest homie on the block Only one dunkin' Mushroom cut on a six foot frame Stretched out colored tee With a barbecue stain Yes Big B I remember those days They will never leave me Or lead me astray I fight and I feel your pain But no matter what I do This shit will not go away! I wish that it would all go away! I wish god would listen every time that I pray I'm speechless but there's so much to say Every day is a blessin' but I'm living in the shade And hope is all I got left How can I be alive when I have to greet death Everything ripe rots I guess it is what it is It just ain't what you thought [Hook] Because I'm living in a world where the sun don't shine And the sound of a shot might blow a nigga's mind If you really wanna know (If you really wanna know) If you really wanna know (I don't think you wanna know) Because I'm living in a world where the sun don't shine And the sound of a shot might blow a nigga's mind If you really wanna know (If you really wanna know) If you really wanna know (I don't think you wanna know) [Verse 3] Now I'm haunted by nightmares from the past Like the time we got drunk to go ride in the van Swervin' in and out of lanes With your foot on the gas Full speed down the street Lost control then crashed And all I can see was broken glass I was sprawled on the pavement layed out pitch black I woke up saw your face on the dash Heard you yell my name but I was out so fast Now there's nothing in life we can't cope with I don't give a fuck about a doctor's diagnosis Paranoid skitzo, manic depression Can not hold back a candid confession To you B comin' truly from the heart I'll be there till the end Cause you were there from the start From a brotha to anotha You'll never have to suffer Cause you will always have your brothas