I Dated A Ghost 1nce

Do I wanna get away Or do I just wanna save face/ Incepted love Trust, was cool when I just wanna fuck/ An I guess when it’s we up/ Potheads, that stay weeded/ Cold heart Needed suttin to heat us/ And jesus With no muse, theres no art/ No Mozart, guess I’m Poe'/ An in the meantime its vital my eyes low/ So I struggle, why offer a rebuttal/ for fuck you When the only one u wanted to care doesn't trust you/ New year, old fears/ Oh yeah still there Cocky nigga but I’m being sincere/ Think fast can’t like a chick with a quick past/ No past means I think that it won’t last/ Can’t relate so I masquerade/ An do my task today n smoke the other half away/ Product of my environment/ Yeah I got ghetto ways an I feel fucked up if I’m hiding it!/ You love me for me’ no ? So r.i.p to the hero that only he knows/ Only coming out now when I see foes/ They see marry / But I like to vary anything else quite scary/ See right through me, love, fuck, fuck get bored n lose me/ Use me Cause truly I’m resourceful They said they never do this I had I whoresful/ Feeling awful drinking, driving, Brandy Norwood/ Wondering how this whore could/ But I’m used to it, cause they hood/ Tryna survive so they do as they should/ But I ain't see her as a target/ Pardon my pausing cause you'll never find smile appalling/ Face down as I was falling/ I lived life for years with no caution/ Ignoring fore-warnings of mourning/ Heartache in the morning/ An I’m feeling resigned in the night/ It’s the end of my life/ End of the road n I sent the shit shikes / And I hoped that they liked it / A belief that this life of mine is still enticing / Or god damn I'll have to start grinding / No longer smoking weed, rapping, and unwinding/ I look to past n I'm find I get better every time I'm told no/ I'm really too young to have this old soul/ So I pop pills fuck hard go so so/ But I really smoke weed relax n spazz on that on ass / Sharing girls passion and passing / I smoke weed till I crash n that's it / Numb to a past a lasting / Divided his-self into factions / Mind vs heart n the opinions of the sheeple/ Can't remember not living illegal / I used my pain numbed by weed as my vehicle / Yet I'm still asking myself what do they see in you/