Miss Jade

[Verse 1, Mike] Yo Struggle This song goes out to miss Jade Thanks to Chae for the chorus, and to Gambino for the poem at the end Here we go Yo I don’t even know how to steal the show I don’t even know how to make her glow Even if I did, what would I do? Dude try to yourself in her shoes So I write sad raps until I blow Hopin’ just hopin that my words will show Dude you keep rappin with the same flow You want me to change it up like seasons and snow? So if it’s slow to go then no one wants to know for sho No one wants to fight me goin toe-to-toe They just wanna see me fly like a crow Babe why you gotta do the things that you do? I know you gotta hurt me, but I’ll pull through I sent a text at 10, you replied at 2 But at 10:15 I know you view Cause you send read receipts from your iphone boo 165 miles make you wanna quit 165 miles but I don’t give a shit That’s why I write these raps that I spit But I’ll try as hard as I can to make sure we don’t split But You gotta admit you wanna recommit To this relationship you gotta get a grip This ain't a guilt trip, Better read the script This is about to get dramatic as a comic strip I don’t really understand what’s the deal? I’m just tryna understand how you feel Cause I ain't as strong as the man of steel I don’t know if you mad or if it just suspicion For your Boyfriend did I fail the audition? This ain't a intermission, gotta make the transition So this is Go Home, the second edition [Hook, Chae] Cause you’re the person that made me strong You’re the Person who was never wrong Until you left and now I’m so withdrawn You’re the person for whom I wrote this song A love so meaningful and now it’s gone You may have left a scar but not for long [Verse 2, Mike] Why can’t we go back to the way things were You say you want out but are you sure? Remember when we listened to the song That Power? Remember when we thought this would never go sour? Remember when we used to text and vc for hours? I still got screenshots of our convos you know Sayin that you loved me and would never ever go Sayin I was the first guy you really really liked Sayin we fell in love on the mountains that we hiked I still got your letter I read on the jet In case you forgot, here’s what it read “You’re the nicest person I ever met!” “I remember playing two truths and a lie” “You are so awesome for so much advice!” “And I can’t believe you collect so many knives!” Remember those? Those were good times Just like when you thought it was cute That I could just sit there and drink pickle juice If I give you a rose, you’d think it’s a crime The only gift you like is the homemade kind So I craft you a necklace made out of steel Made it heart shaped cause that’s how I feel But now it’s broke, and in need of a fix Yo I didn’t make that just for kicks I care about you and I want you to know That I truly love you and I won’t let go I wish that things could have gone a lot smoother Just like the constant flow to this song I never thought my best friend would be gone in the future But I was wrong [Hook, Chae] Cause you’re the person that made me strong You’re the Person who was never wrong Until you left and now I’m so withdrawn You’re the person for whom I wrote this song A love so meaningful and now it’s gone You may have left a scar but not for long [Monologue, Mike] This is on a hike back from camp. I’m sixteen and so are you. Before I left for camp I imagined it would be me and three or four other dudes I hadn’t met yet, running around all summer, getting into trouble. It turned out it would be me and just one girl. That’s you. And we’re still at camp as long as we’re on the hike and not at the airport where our parents would be waiting for us. We’re still wearing our blue apogee shirts. We still smell like dirty dudes. I like you and you like me and I more-than-like you, but I don’t know if you do or don’t more-than-like me. You’ve never said, so I haven’t been saying anything all summer, content to enjoy the small miracle of a girl choosing to talk to me and choosing to do so again the next day and so on. A girl who’s smart and funny and who, if I say something dumb for a laugh, is willing to say something two or three times as dumb to make me laugh, but who also gets weird and wise sometimes in a way I could never be. A girl who reads books that no one’s assigned to her, whose straight black hair has a line running through it from where she put a tie to hold it up while it was still wet. Back in the real world we don’t go to the same school, and unless one of our families moves to a dramatically different state, we won’t go to the same high school. So, this is kind of it for us. Unless I say something. And it might especially be it for us if I actually do say something