Dreamer's Disease

[Intro] I don't even smoke no more but somehow I stay high I don't even smoke no more but somehow I stay high I don't even smoke no more but somehow I stay high I don't even smoke no more [Hook] Look, I don't even smoke no more but somehow I stay high Quit my job, mum bugged out, made my choice, this is my life And I swear down I can't do this alone, may the dear lord be my guide We've done some things, wouldn't even know where to begin but the dear lord knows we tried, so it's alright Look, I don't even smoke no more but somehow I stay high Quit my job, mum bugged out, made my choice, this is my life And I swear down I can't do this alone, may the dear lord be my guide We've done some things, wouldn't even know where to begin but the dear lord knows we tried, so it's alright [Verse 1] Like, where do I start? Most of these man weren't here from the start Stay for the sun, disappear in the dark Stay clued up and stay clear of the sharks Shoutout [?] who was there in the park Said this year man are clearing the charts All these girls shed tears on my heart Tryna find one that don't care for my past Still no bites, just bearing em bark That's why I'm still not hearing em talk When I hit a lick then I share it with Mark I'mma be the one take care of my dargs Summer '010 was there in my yard Them times there, yeah, my hearing was hard Snakes in the clique, there was bare in the grass Can I get the mic, man? I'm raring to start Heart's too big and it beats too loud Jump on the stage, go and do me proud Don't you ever let em see you down Don't you ever let em take your crown Give a fuck if they're easily pleased Thank God I've got a reason to breathe Suddenly I get weak on my knees Think I've got the dreamer's disease And this shit's gonna kill me Yeah, this shit's gonna kill me Damn [Verse 2] Yeah, this shit's gonna kill me All these sleepless nights and these cheap-arse flights It's mad, my nigga, do you feel me? Been through a lot but I'm sure that I'm still me Well, maybe I'm not but it comes with a cost I just hope it's the real me I can't wait till they six-figure deal me Dreamer's disease, man, I think that I caught it Sold me the dream and I went and I bought it I can't even afford it Should've payed safe, put it straight to my mortgage It's too late now, can't-can't turn back Time's one thing that you can't turn back So please listen to the words I rap There's been vision every verse I spat Heart's too big and it beats too loud Don't you ever let em see you down Don't you ever let em see you down Don't you ever let em see you down They say that we dream too big They say that we've lost our minds They say we've got the dreamer's disease And I tell em that keeps me alive [Bridge] If I fall before I fly I just pray my dreams can save me, if I lose it all before I die If I fall before I fly I just pray my dreams can save me, if I lose it all before I die (Yeah, I think we got the dreamer's disease)