Portraits

I swear I was incapable of life I was paralysed (I was paralysed) Stuck in stasis attached to the ground I struggled to hear the sound I never thought that I Would ever get another chance to keep my hope instilled Another chance to feel I can't even fathom the fact that this is real Don't make me admit it (I found what makes me whole) If I start to spill it all, I won't stop and I just don't know how far the pain of my past would go So keep quiet oh, just stay quiet yes I was a liar and now I'm alive and nothing feels the same Nothing feels the same I don't know the way but I'll Be there soon I just know that it's not with you I know I've got to get out now I've been forgetting I'm alone I've been residing anywhere that I can call a home It gives me hope It feels like you're all that I had to let go Don't make me admit it I found what makes me whole If I start to spill it all I won't stop and I just don't know how far the pain from my past would go So keep quiet oh, just stay quiet I yes was a liar and now I'm alive and nothing feels the same No, nothing feels the same Some day I'll paint a picture From a perfect persons view I'll paint perfectly between the lines, won't let the ink leak through Then I'll shade away the stains of what I once believed was true I'll paint on and on until I see a portrait portraying you I'll hang you on the wall to stay So your eyes will always follow me I'll be hiding all my thoughts away So you'll never be just a memory Don't make me admit it You are what makes me whole If I start to spill it all I won't stop and I just don't know how far the pain of my past would go So keep quiet oh, just stay quiet yes I was a liar now I'm alive and nothing feels the same No, nothing feels the same