Socio

[Verse 1] I remember now, but I still have my doubts I think it's going to be today Everybody came, but it's just not the same Why did it have to be today? Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right It doesn't have to be this way Why does it have to be this way? [Chorus] I don't know what's wrong It's like I'm to far gone It doesn't matter, anyway Fear is in my heart - just when I stop it starts And I can never live this way [Verse 2] Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage I don't know how much I can take Push it down inside,but it knows just where to hide I know that "normal" is hard to fake BLeeding into life - it's like a thousand knives Are slowly turning me into this Why does it have to be like this? [Chorus][x2] [Bridge] I lost again, today [Chorus] [Outro] Living with a curse, sometimes it's even worse It slowly kills me everyday Something I despise is going to take my life I guess I'll try again today