Numb the Pleasure

[Verse I:] Woke up the lights are out No one here to hear me shout Wishin' the walls were down So I can see the world around [Chorus:] Shake my hands, move my feet To get me back onto the beat Turn my head, to try to feel But nothin' makes this thing real [Verse II:] The pain it numbs the pleasure (Can't stand the pressure) Fightin' to feel the ground (The pain is knocking me out) I know it's hard to measure (now finally) Lost in relief I found Put on the other shoe To maybe learn a thing or two Show positivity How things are looking up for me Then I run to my defense This really doesn't make much sense I know there's more out there I might be lost but I don't care [Chorus] [Outro:] What a feelin', if I could start to believe it Just hold onto this feelin' Cause it's coming back to haunt me And I'm losin' hold on my grip