Applebee's Bar

I am every person that you’ve ever ignored I am the flaming bag of dog shit on your porch I used to think I was a savior or a part of a cause I now see I am nothing. Nothing at all I am every reason that you scream all these words I am every chorus. I am every verse I’ll never let you feel done You’ll always be haunted I will keep you fighting It’s not what I wanted I am all the bills that they slide under your door I am the bleeding, beating heart hidden under your floor We move out We move on I think I’m learning to live like this I think I’m done with being ignored But there’s still empty cups and trash on my apartment floor Hallway conversations bleed through my front door The heated kettle is screaming at me to stop what I started, but things have changed and it’s not what I wanted