New Disease

[Verse 1] Now, I can take this, everything I know Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be I can never change anything I've done Because it's the only thing I have left Blame myself again for what I didn't do Never even knew it was coming from me It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come Because I have gone too far now [Chorus] Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease [Verse 2] Is this all worth what this has done to me? Watered down my senses and turned them on me Fuck morality and everything I know If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope Impersonate myself for what I used to be Denial is all that's left now [Chorus] [Verse 3] Seething in my head, I'm suffering instead I can't remember why this meant so much to me (Doubt!) Did I ever want this? It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been (Doubt!) Did I ever want this? It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be Seething in my head, I'm suffering instead I can't remember why this meant so much to me [Chorus]