I Wonder (Remix)

[Verse One: Speed on the Beat] What if I never met Dez? What if I never met Kel? What if I never hit it raw, and made her tummy swell What if I saw past Treeka, when I was hanging my signs Hell, what if I saw City College as a big waste of time What if my father was actually married to my mom Would his other sons hate me, or keep it moving along What if I never worked with True? What if I never met Dre What if my experiences at UMD soured me on that shit? What if I would’ve died on that table? What if I Justin lived through that crash? What if I stayed hustling, getting slow money fast What if I would’ve killed that man, What if I never ran What if I shot myself in 05, what would you people say then? What if I was taller, would the girls still think I was cute? What if I was a baller, would the bitches just want me for loot What if mama aborted me? What if I was born to Geraldine Instead of Lillian, what would you fuckers think of me? [Hook: Raheem Devaughn sample] I wonder, wonder what...will they say...will they say...will they say? (x4) [Verse Two: Speed on the Beat] What if I flunked out UMD, never got any degree? Would you think I was another nigger, trying to survive on these B'more streets? What if I was a white man, would these Black “bitches” love me? What if I would’ve fucked Savannah back at RP? What if I would’ve stopped that other boy from trying to take his life? What if I never picked up that knife, at that dorm party fight? What if Jasmyn would’ve picked me over Dre again would that be insane What if I never existed on this plane, would it matter anyway? What if I died before I was born, would that really have changed the world What if I was born a girl? What if I was hurled from that burnt… Orange Dodge Ram, what if daddy never hit the brakes? What if he wore a condom, and then just threw me away What if I was a messenger from God, would you accept my words then? Or would you resent, the fact that I’m trying to help you through sin? Man…fuck this shit