List of Things

I'll get scared and you'll get bored It's the only conclusion my mind can form You'll say goodbye and I'll apologize For not being strong enough to ever realize that I don't know anything about anything anymore And you don't know anything about me (because I won't let you) I knew you would leave, I'm not what you need I won't leave my bed if it means I can dream I made a list of things for us to do, we only crossed off one and two Now I don't know what to do because I don't know anything about anything anymore And you don't know anything about me I'm usually on the other end when things start to break and things start to bend I'm usually on the other side, when love is a lightswitch and its glow slowly dies My mother says she's been praying But I don't think that it's doing much I said "don't wear yourself out cause I know my edges are rough." My mother says she's been praying But I don't think that it's doing much Cause I'm sad and I'm scared and I'm alone again She just won't understand