Shitted On

[ Verse 1] I was beyond aching to the break of dawn taking Pictures in my mind of the way she got quaking Limbs to settle with them heavenly palms gracing Arms that'd be reaching for the shape of her escaping I wonder where it went, you know that good old sensation That had our bodies fastened, now it's got me asking Was it just a smokescreen from the very opening Of this close thing that fell apart into loathing? But if it was sincere, then tell me Nah, nah, if it was sincere, then really How'd the hell we End up like this? You living easy, but me I'm looking lifeless When people see me, they're calling you a trife bitch They don't understand, well neither did I Too bad the pills didn't keep you from breeding them lies When I was deep in them thighs Infatuation turned to anxious waiting for you to give me another reason to cry [Hook] I feel shitted on With my hands on my head And my chest still beating though you left me for dead I feel shitted on Was I the man of your dreams Or just a meaningless piece of your plans and your schemes? I feel shitted on You know i'd treat you like a goddess Gave you everything but you could never keep a promise Shitted on My house'll never be your home If you're the only one then, yo, i'd rather be alone [ Verse 2] Well, putting back together all the pieces was tough I wore my heart on my sleeves, now I bleed through the cuffs Wasn't fucking with no empty headed creature of lust She was my earth, wind, and fire, burning deep through the crust But then suspicion arose and what this chicken disclosed Rendered her love letters phony fictional prose It was blood, guts, and whiskey Lungs rusted, sixty Cigarettes a day but I cut back to fifty Double that in years and you may grasp the solitude Wastelands I'm crawling through But I gotta pretend I'm perfectly polished, new And ready for display on that show room floor But the salt of her lips keeps these old wounds sore I'm needing more than medicine Love was full length so I wore it as a second skin Now I want to tear it off and throw it to the reckless wind And flip a middle finger the direction that it's exiting [Hook]