Heavy Rotation

Order in this court you call my own Confusion is the order I have shown Some things don't come easy Some things got to give You just might have to waste your life just to live Now did you think that I was somebody? And did you think this was somewhere? I will still be there So watch out Well, I got the right to free myself of fear Stand over me and watch me disappear You're sent to the death to be in another mess To keep your mind, to keep them in I don't know where they're meeting to pretend Well, I am the one that soaks it up Well, I am the one that takes a punch And I am, I am, I am the human sponge Could I be so serious, or am I just too curious? Just afraid to look away for missing something you might say Cause you've got so much I can't follow One more debt I can't repay Tomorrow brings just one more chance to throw it all away I'm just trying to live with today And I'm just trying to live with the way The way I am? I am