I've Been Riding With the Ghost

While you was gone you must have done a lot of favors You've got a whole lot of things I don't think That you could ever have paid for While you've been busy crying About my past mistakes I've been busy trying to make a change I made a change I've been riding with the ghost I've been doing whatever he told me I've been looking door to door to see If there was someone who'd hold me I never met a single one who didn't see through me None of them could love me if they thought they might lose me Unless I made a change See I ain't getting better. I am only getting behind I am standing on a crossroad trying to make up my mind I'm trying to remember how it got so late Why every night pain comes from a different place Now something's got to change I put my foot to the floor To make up for the miles I've been losing See I'm running out of things I didn't even know I was using And while you've been busy Learning how to complain I've been busy learning How to make a change I made it (almost) (again)