I Didn't Mean to Touch Your Hand (The Last Desperate Attempt)

I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque I really hadn't looked in the mirror in a while Didn't notice that I was an inferior style Thank you for bringing back the fear Hadn't been on the depressive tip for the better part of the year I let this MC thing get to my head I forgot that I had wanted to be dead You were the only girl that guessed that I was a phony And that I only owned loneliness I'm sorry that my touch felt like clutch or a crutch Or other ugly things of the such For a little minute I had thought that I was in the middle Of beginning to play this game with you I'd actually win it Wow how could I actually thought that now in your honor I bow thank you for being so dope Thank you for seeing no hope Uncomfortable zone your boyfriend wants me to be alone I'm calling the mystical experiences Mental and unhealthy psychical appearances I run a dozen or a thousand yards I know that it never was in the cards You can't be a king when you're a two I can't really sing this in front of you Because your royal flush Has defeated my loyalty mush The thing that I see with my eyes Or this rush underwater and yet a seamless crush I miss you so much I miss you so much I miss you sooo much I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque I really hadn't looked in the mirror in a while Didn't notice that I was an inferior style Thank you for bringing back the fear Hadn't been on the depressive tip for the better part of the year Uncomfortable zone Your boyfriend wants me to be alone I'm calling the mystical experiences Mental and unhealthy psychical appearances I run a dozen or a thousand yards I know that it never was in the cards You can't be a king when you're a two I can't really sing this in front of you Because your royal flush Has defeated my loyalty mush The thing that I see with my eyes Or this rush underwater and yet a seamless crush I miss you so much I miss you so much I miss you sooo much I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque I didn't mean to touch your hand I didn't realize that I was so grotesque