Sick

It's more than a habit I'm more than an addict I'm parked here outside of you door Know you never lock it Got you keys in my pocket Lights all out But I know for sure I am ... Ten steps away from you From you and him Redemption, is that a sin? I'd never run him over I wouldn't wanna dent my car I'd never rip your throat out Cos that could leave a nasty scar So I'm gonna go out Get drunk with my friends Try to get myself outta this funk I'd never screw my life up Because of how sick you are You walk by the river As you start to shiver Two headlights are following you As he pulls you closer My engine's ticking over It's my choice To do what I do Ten steps away from you From you and him Redemption, is that a sin? I'd never run him over I wouldn't wanna dent my car I'd never rip your throat out Cos that could leave a nasty scar So I'm gonna go out Get drunk with my friends Try to get myself outta this funk I'd never screw my life up Because of how sick you are I'm talking 'bout a split decision Made in anger, you know I'm talking something that could change my life forever Is it worth it? No Is it worth it? No Should I stay here and watch the show? Or maybe ... it's time to go I'd never run him over I wouldn't wanna dent my car I'd never rip your throat out Cos that could leave a nasty scar So I'm gonna go out Get drunk with my friends Try to get myself outta this funk I'd never screw my life up Because of how sick you are