Awfully Aware

We are lying in your bed The wine is spinning in my head I want to kiss you one more time But my lips are sore and I'm Awfully aware I shouldn't even be here I shouldn't even be here I want to taste it one more time The saltiness the smoke sublime Your eyes are calling me to stay And the door's so far away But I'm awfully aware I shouldn't even be here I shouldn't even be here I should have stayed away from you I should have run when I first saw you I should have chosen another way And yet I'm standing here before you Awfully aware I shouldn't even be here I shouldn't even be here The forest used to seem so dark Now it seems magically enchanting I want to get lost in your thorns I want to hide behind your branches But I'm awfully aware I shouldn't even be here I shouldn't even be here It's like I can't control my mind And I can't control my body I keep ending up back here Though I know it'll make me sorry And you'll never let me near I shouldn't even be here The dawn is breaking as I tangle myself out of your sheets I am shaking as the cold air hits my skin and I weep I shouldn't be here You shouldn't be here We shouldn't be here again