Losing Sleep

[Hook] I'm loosing sleep, oh where to go [?] Where do I belong? I may never know Feel like I'm far behind, so far behind, so far behind, so far behind (x2) [Verse 1: Martymar] Stuck in the spotlight, I'm talent-less Life is like a circus and I'm just balancing I just wanna fall, maybe I could feel something I try to force relationships and feel nothing Life is but a game, and I'm just being played And I broke every promise that I ever made Saying things that I never thought that I would say If everything is in his plan, then everything staged [Hook] [Verse 2: F.E.R.N] I grew up in the pastor's house, picture it [?] Holy Spirit filled [?] I'm drifting off, feeling over sheltered So off to the world I went, feeling so over zealous I look back at hindsight, which is 20/20 Seeing so clear that I saw me in the cemetery 10 years lost, can't get 'em back If I could, knowing what I know now It's a wrap, sing the hook, F.E.R.N [Hook] [Outro] Where the rejects? I'm a reject... (Repeat) [Hook]