Last song of 2011

[Verse: Martymar] Broken dreams over killa beats Takin' Tylenol just so I could fall asleep Cause I ain't slept in days, somebody help me change my ways Social Club misfits until I hit the grave And sometimes love feels like it's so far away Never try make a fans only kids who can relate This goes out to all my people who feel like they out of place We the ones born to change the world, God don't make mistakes Everybody's gon' die, some people won't pass heaven's gates But the beautiful exchange happened when He took my place We ain't talkin' souls of me, what else can I say? I know I rock the heavens every time that I pray No tears for the one girl who got away I know that the Lord's got somebody better on her way My knees hit the ground every time that I wake Trust in God cause a lot of things don't go my way Been stabbed in the back, been cheated on They say the pit before the palace, I just see a wrong Need to fix some things inside of me and be alone But I'm not alone, I got the King who's on a throne I told the pastor, "This house don't feel like a home Not the house that I live in but the church I'm going" 2010 my pastor still believed in me 2011 my pastor don't speak to me But that's the way it goes, the way it goes It's my fault, I chose to walk the lonely road But I don't regret it And that's the funny thing, because when you do is when you become pathetic 2012 I really don't know where I'm headed But it's not about me, I just know that He directs it I know my life is in His hands So why should I worry when it doesn't go as planned, I'm good