Some Way

[Produced by Jason Park] [Verse 1] One moment it strikes like pins falling down God's calling now and that's the only sound we can hear It's lonely now and we fear the worst is near Let's fix it—but only if we knew how See it's easy to say that hate surrounds me Pain is loudly tryna kill me with no sound And it seems that everything I dreaded or regret that I said Comes back to haunt me I'm sleeping in foul dreams Silent killer—never know when it's coming We got the legs to move—but when do we start running? We don't— We move slowly, hoping, coping with the stress Holding hand in hand The rest lays in the chest Manically depressed—why can't we stop it or something? It's like I felt the rhythm—now I'm just rocking to nothing God, what we living inside? Gotham or something? Cuz this hard life isn't a joke We living in dark nights And no, I'm not talking about a girl They're not the only thing I think of inside this world I'm talking 'bout something more twisted and sickening Oh yeah, now you listening Now you thinking what's my position Yeah I'm going through deep pains that I'm tryna hide They ask me about him? I try not to cry Then I think about the family and laughing too Growing up in: 1319 Commonwealth Avenue Late night Spanish dancing on Christmas Eve Drinking whiskey as you dance and you never missed a beat I remember this one time you sat and spoke to me When I was afraid to speak to this girl You put the hope in me When I say I love you Oh, it isn't jokingly I love you with an exclamation mark Forget the colon please Forget the colon please Papa, forget the colon please [Interlude] (2x) Mommy, Daddy, Ciara—we can make it through Titi, Mali, Tyree—we can make it through Mama, I love you—we can make it through Papa we can't survive—and that's the truth [Verse 2] No te vayas Papá Quédate aquí Por favor, Papá Por favor, Gigi Te quiero mucho me duele a corazón por ti Padre Dios estas con nosotros siempre si I can tell you in English or in Spanish No matter what language I know our minds can understand it The bond that we have is heavier than the whole planet You know that it's true Nothing can break it not even Cancer But we can't survive more dances and holiday nights Watching those Spanish movies with the great fights When you fall asleep for five seconds then wake up Our personal taxi driver—anywhere you can take us Well take us to the sky and back If you're strong for me I promise I won't cry for that Let's play our cards Close your scar Cuz that scar made you a handsome devil The King of Hearts [Bridge] (2x) No matter what happens we will be there No matter what happens Papa we care [Outro] Some way Some way Some way I promise Papa Some way