Pluto

I woke up from the same dream: Falling backwards, falling backwards ’til it turned me inside out Now i live a waking life Of looking backwards, looking backwards; A model citizen of doubt Until one day i had enough Of this exercise of trust I leaned in and let it hurt And let my body feel the dirt When i break pattern, i break ground I rebuild when i break down I wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before Still i’m pinned under the weight Of what i believed would keep me safe So show me where my armor ends Show me where my skin begins Like a final puzzle piece It all makes perfect sense to me… The heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity The heaviness that i hold in my heart’s been crushing me I’ve been worried all my life A nervous wreck most of the time I’ve always been afraid of heights Of falling backwards, falling backwards I’ve been worried all my life ’til one day i had enough Of this exercise of trust I leaned in and let it hurt Let my body feel the dirt When i break pattern, i break ground I rebuild when i break down I wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before Still i’m pinned under the weight Of what i believed would keep me safe So show me where my armor ends Show me where my skin begins Like a final puzzle piece It all makes perfect sense to me… The heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity The heaviness in my heart belongs to gravity