Neptune

Pitch black, pale blue It was a stained glass Variation of the truth And i felt empty handed You let me set sail With cheap wood So i patched up Every leak that i could ’til the blame grew too heavy Stitch by stitch i tear apart If brokenness is a form of art I must be a poster child prodigy Thread by thread i come apart If brokenness is a work of art Surely this must be my masterpiece I’m only honest when it rains If i time it right, the thunder breaks When i open my mouth I want to tell you but i don’t know how I’m only honest when it rains An open book with a torn out page And my ink’s run out I want to love you but i don’t know how I don’t know how No i don’t know how I don’t know how I want to love you but i don’t know how I want to love you… Pitch black, pale blue These wild oceans Shake what’s left of me loose Just to hear me cry mercy A strong wind at my back So i lift up the only sail that i have This tired white flag I’m only honest when it rains If i time it right, the thunder breaks When i open my mouth I want to tell you but i don’t know how I’m only honest when it rains An open book with a torn out page And my ink’s run out I want to love you but i don’t know how I don’t know how, know how, know how I want to love you but i don’t know how I want to love you…