Out Of My Hands

[Verse 1] When we first met you were just a silhouette You would be at the party I was just a little kid Watched you from a distance You found me like water seeks the path of least resistance I wasn't ready to make you acquaintance I kept staying in the background Man I swear one of these days I won't back down And man-o-man I hope to build the courage up Wouldn't let me walk away from ya I'm dazed and lackadaisical commence the countdown Thought about how I would approach ya Wrote some poems for ya, look another song without a chorus It took some time for me to get it right And truly understand what you wanted out of me in fact I was your plan all along. I guess i wish I knew it then But then again I wouldn't really love you like I do if I didn't know you like I do damn Damn it's been so long and I love you more now than I did back then So if I ever walk away from you or take a break from you its cause I had to You'll always be my best friend So if I ever walk away from you or take a break from you its cause I had to You'll always be my best friend [Hook] (x2) I want you out of my life Want you out of my face Want out of my pockets Want you out of my space Want you out of my home Want you out of my hair Want you out of my head But it's out of my hands [Verse 2] I just can't explain what it does to me About that feeling that takes over when I grab the mic and start spilling my soul And finally letting go of everything that makes me feel like I'm gonna explode Like I have a purpose, serving those words urgent, living the circus Turning my wheels until I short circuit, but it feels good to be service Still working, carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders feel my burden I love the way it's hurting, nothing ever came easy that was worth it Started off a river rat, ended up a word smith Seems like they always follow the worst person but why do I deserve it I've gotta write my own journey, give it all I got Whether or not I go early just gotta walk Forward to the future like I'm a micro naught And never look back like look what I forgot [Hook] (x4) [Outro] (x7) It's out of my hands