I'm Sorry

[Intro] I need a sign my eyes can see (Put it up, pack it up, give it up now) I wish the sun would shine on me The struggles hard designed to be (Put it up, pack it up, give it up now) And I can’t break free from what’s binding me [Verse 1] I asked for help and no one hears The faith is gone after all these years Around the world chasing chairs, at home I’m just an empty chair Don’t know what to do any longer The harder I try the more hunger I no longer know how to weather the storm, lost in it Bartering time hoping to cop a win before I go under I told mother my soul thundered I know what none of it meant but it let me to the road covered With tribulations decorated with disappointment Anointed but lost in the crowd of all the voices it feels pointless [Chorus] Gonna move on Gonna press on I’m gonna get to where I’m going (x3) I’m breaking losing my mind But I’ll make it I’m fine I’m, I’m sorry [Verse 2] For everything I haven’t done For what we lost because we won For everyone who got hurt The prize will blind you from the dirt I’ve made mistakes, I take it back Wish I could build a time machine and erase the past The time gets lost inside these days It’s been so long since I’ve prayed They say the road to hell is paved with good intentions Never meant for you to be effected by my decisions I only thought about winning, no second guessing The mission tunnel vision swimming with sharks This isn’t the reason we did it to begin with I’m losing touch with my being I’ve been sentenced to being in the middle of this hell until I’ve beat it I’ve seen it in other people never dreamt it Would be me abandoning my dreams But none of it feels the same to me [Chorus] Gonna move on Gonna press on I’m gonna get to where I’m going (x3) I’m breaking losing my mind But I’ll make it I’m fine I’m, I’m sorry I never meant to, sentence you to loving me (x4) I’m sorry Gonna move on Gonna press on I’m gonna get to where I’m going (x3) I’m breaking losing my mind But I’ll make it I’m fine I’m, I’m sorry