Come Back Down

[Verse 1:] I’m too far away from home now I’d never turn back I was scorned, I was burned I had to learn fast I took the turn pass alley With the burned crack The future slippin through my finger with no firm grasp [?] stink of liquorish Joints with [?] Smoke expanding my lung The damage is done It’s permanent My brain fried Eyes like the pain died Can’t hide my anger I thought we was on the same side Strangers I know em so long Got familiar features Resilient leeches suck the blood from the brilliant teacher So listen close to the villains speeches His spirit’s died but I here reside Is broken in a million pieces [?] Teared by the secrets And judge his life by psychotic scenes outta sequence This is not a dream We just adapt to losing I need relief from all the truth I’m going back to you [Chorus:] I’ve paid with my soul I’m [?] fallen a thousand times I’m goin out my mind Trapped in a house of lies And after all I know Freedom is such a high But how do I compromise Cause I don’t ever wanna come back down [Verse 2:] I’m too high to even hear ya Can’t risk the failure Made me obsessed Collective paraphernalia Focused on the trophies Hammer throw the scenario Cavieres hero Cavalier in the aerial Burn out the clutch and bang Turn speed bumps to free jumps Ain’t nothin changed Something strange in the air when you up here Don’t notice the steers Cause I’m shining with the sun’s glare Or is the rain that numbs fears Years with a father too far to wipe his son’s tears It’s all relative family a plan B Floating so I won’t even notice you can’t stand me Can’t see, think or hear Steering the sink it’s clear That I’m hopeless I’m only focused when I’m drinking beers I set the bar Need relief from all the pressure So I’m gon leave the earth But it won’t be upon a stretcher I’m gone [Chorus] [Verse 2:] I’m always drunk out here Too much skunk out here Too much time on the road I’m in a funk out here Missin everyone My heart is always sunk out here Wishin I could end it all With my gun out here The funk guy always dumb I am takin pills But at the end of the night I’m still shakin still Never thought I’d be the person to break his will This use to be fun to me now it’s pain my thrill I talk alot about death so I should do it soon Maybe under the cold breeze of a blueish moon I gotta think about my brother Wouldn’t do this to him I feel [?] I kiss my son, face is warm His mother hate me And that’s why I’m adjacent to him It’s important for a father education to him And equally it’s important to know my brain is ruined [Chorus] [Outro:] Slay you my brother Yea Philly all day Fix your pistol Cause I don’t ever wanna come back down