Insomniac

[Verse 1] Racing from gate to gate, hope I don't miss my flight This year has been insane, I hope I'll be alright My grandpa passed last month, I hope my dad's alright And my grandma too, that keeps me up at night I got so much shit on my mind,I had a therapist To try to help me to fit in but I never did, so fuck fitting in And them teachers, and them lessons, and those hot ass classrooms we was sitting in Just learning, lunchtime burning Classroom yearning, for this money we earning One A and straight C's, day dreams at eighteen Fuck doing the same thing and fuck chasing the same dreams Things ain't what they seem My homies fucked up, my homies wilding out We can't control it Money like Pacquiao Ain't backing down, all you clowns ain't laughing now [Hook] So what you thinking bout? Tell me what's on your mind Lately we're talking less And drinking all the time I never opened up It keeps me up at night So where's the bottle at? I'm an insomniac [Verse 2] Here's a toast to my Wall Street classmates The nine to five office dudes, the "you ate ass" face I'm first and all these haters steady in last place We taking different paths, we both in the fast race Of life See I ain't slept in the passed days Just writing rhymes all the time, cajoling with a couple dimes Tell her I just don't complain, I just go and take what's mine I say I'm a MC, bitches know it's hammer time So why you fucking hating? Cause I'm fucking famous Lame dudes with lives un-entertaining Internet thugs, you're message board conservators My crew is getting smaller, cities overpopulating Everybody fake, man fuck these dudes My fifth string girl wouldn't fuck these dudes And how do I commit if I'm not sure? And how am I supposed to lobby for you from the top floor? [Hook] So what you thinking bout? Tell me what's on your mind Lately we're talking less And drinking all the time I never opened up It keeps me up at night So where's the bottle at? I'm an insomniac [Bridge] Open up your eyes, this is inspiration Where I'm at there's no limitations They might read complex but these niggas basic Man I might be going crazy Mirrors in my crib so I can always see the future Every day you getting older, every day I'm getting newer Locked in the room hoping everything will be aright But I'll never know, so I'm up all night [Hook] So what you thinking bout? Tell me what's on your mind Lately we're talking less And drinking all the time I never opened up It keeps me up at night So where's the bottle at? I'm an insomniac