Hostage

Gathered my ghosts And all my secrets Buried them deep as China Bought me an easy Plastic Jesus And smothered my old Messiah And all this halfway is killing me baby All this halfway is killing us baby And you still won’t meet me Half way What do you hold hostage? What do you hold hostage? Bulletproof dress And sunken armor Ready to take the monsters What makes us choose the Things that keep us Broken and lost and Haunted All this nothing means everything baby All this nothing means everything baby We beat ourselves up over Nothing What do you hold hostage? What do you hold hostage? It’s on me now It’s got me down For now What do you hold hostage? What do you hold hostage? It takes me down