Feel So Different

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change Courage to change the things I can And the wisdom to know the difference I am not like I was before I thought that nothing would change me I was not listening anymore Still you continued to affect me I was not thinking anymore Although I said I still was I'd said "I don't want any more" Because of bad experience But now I feel so different I feel so different I feel so different I have not seen freedom before And I did not expect to Don't let me forget now I'm here Help me to help you to behold you I started off with many friends And we spent a long time talking I thought they meant every word they said But like everyone else they were stalling And now they seem so different They seem so different They seem so different I should have hatred for you But I do not have any And I have always loved you Oh you have taught me plenty The whole time I'd never seen All you had spread before me The whole time I'd never seen All I'd need was inside me Now I feel so different I feel so different I feel so different I feel so different I feel so different