To Die In Fall

Sustaining life is meaningless Complacent hearts collapse in stride We cannot know we cannot call out for help Out for a way in And I forget just why I lay here To rise and bleed and die in fall Preserving fear Deserving fear The satellite The satellite collapses hard Controls my friends The weatherman predicts the end And I forgot just why I lay emotionless To rise and bleed and die in fall And I need to push you so far away Cause I want to do to you what I've always longed to do Cause it's been so long since we spoke And I keep pushing away But you know exactly who I wanted you to be Lazarus, born from a stain Lie down and take the truth is ugly Such a waste of energy And such a waste of my time You're such a waste, you're such a waste You're such a waste, you're such a waste And I forget just why I lay emotionless To rise and bleed and die and To rise and bleed and die in fall