Only You

[Verse 1] : You’re forever on my mind I can’t let you go, I’m never on your mind I already know; still alive, inside I feel like I am dying slow, trying to find the strength to fight while I can't cope Anxiety’s so bad that I pop a Zoloft, so tired from torrent that I went and I dosed off, woke up to a night where you took the keys and you rode off send a text "where you goin'?" you replied "tryna go off" I'm acting like I don't care about you, when deep down I don't even know how to live without you I wasn't looking for love, I partied up till I found you, and I let my emotions overflow and they drowned you I tried to stalk your Instagram but it's on private, there must be a new guy that you are hiding I done everything that I can and you're not trying, how do you continue to live knowin' that I'm dying? I wonder if it could’ve been different, cause it eats me alive knowing that I can’t fix it and I'm all alone but our memories pay a visit, recording on the same mic you bought me last year for Christmas And I got so lost in this rap shit, didn’t see that you lost interest, and it hurts cause you were the reason that I got in it, if I knew I would of lost you I would’ve never did it [Verse 2]: I wanted to be famous, you wanted me normal, a dream that I was chasing, you stood as it hurt you, there’s something I could do whatever say to reassure you, that you were my only family that I ever turn to Girls still see that I rap, and get overwhelmed and then they don’t know how to act, they can’t control their self, and then it becomes hard to adapt, they take a pic, I get tagged, and all of a sudden you thinkin' I smashed Now I’m still between hopeful and hopeless, and you’re happy with him and I’m jealous and you know it, and you’re taking advantage of my weak moment, cause you’re leading me on, but it’s his hand that you're holdin' And girl, let me warn you this one time You better look both ways before you cross my mind This road’s a slippery slope & I wouldn’t just walk by Because it will be a hit and run, I’m feeling like Suge Knight I drove by your house and I saw the lights off, I wish I could walk in and tell you what I lost, It’s my fault. And right now you’re thinking I'm partying and fucking some chick that I brought home from tonight my performance from tour you’re thinking I’m all fucking all of these groupie whores, cause right now I’m drinking the pain away and I'm on the floor, cause you never knew you’re...