I'm Lost

[Intro: Sik Kid] This ain't even a Sik Kid song This is from Jonathan, this is from my heart I truly feel like I'm lost with myself And I don't know what to do Yeah [Chorus: Sik kid] I feel so alone Dying I lie down, see me I'm crying now I feel so ? I got no where to go, I'm so alone I'm trapped in my ? (I'm so lost, I'm so lost, I'm so lost, yeah) X 4 [Verse 1] I'm at the lowest point that I ever been Real talk, I am stuck in this depression This industry is locked in chains, and they don't wanna let me in And they'll never see my progression Man, I hate this shit Being a rapper and balancing my relationship I'm mentally sick I rip my heart out and I get stomped out And deal with my problems I gotta fix I really think that I should admit that I'm done with this rappin' Hopsin, he won't acknowledge me It's kind of obvious that he's not concerned With these underground Mc's Pushin' to jump to get me out the slump I wish somebody could see that my life isn't as great as it all seems They don't change but they expect it from me, uh Fuck am I doing man I just can't advance Anxiety is depriving me For everything that I have I would wait a day til I blow up Then I'd spend days in the tour bus What more can I say I might as well join Illuminate because I'ma burn in hell anyways, damn ------